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crisp air and colored leaves.

being from california, the only way you know you have moved from summer into fall is being overwhelmed by a number of syllabi and the bombardment of homework. the classical eleven months of 90 degree weather and an abundance of sunshine leaves little room for the so called seasons, let alone changing multi colored leaves. the seasons are incredible in there uniqueness and completely reflective of God’s beauty. the crisp air reminds you of its distinct presence being so clean, pure, and brisk. the different colors of yellow, orange, and red are so vibrant against the green background of the grass and the pine. God’s beauty truly can show through his creation. how beautiful and perfect it is. this was such a restful time of relaxation with hannah and the family and little miss ava.

destined to sea.

hannah.
may this be true of us.

Married To The Sea
marriedtothesea.com

date(s).

this was from our wedding blog. hannah wrote this.

after booking the date i gave myself a little break from planning the wedding. recently, josh kindly reminded me that we are getting married on october 6th, so i probably should not take too much of a break.

thank goodness that my fiance is able to create, because i for sure do not have that strength. the “save the dates” were finished last night. the california reception site was booked today and we are set. the date for the reception is october 19th, 2007. josh and i are now working on the small details. how long to honeymoon for and who is going to offer us a time share in hawaii? when are we officially moving to colorado? what should the center pieces be? ad when am i going to get my dress? all in all everything feels like it is coming together pretty well.

i will take that one.

i am not a shopper. i can only stand being around malls and stores and advanced cases of capitalism for so long. today i have had my end. do not get me wrong it was fun in the moment and not hard shopping for things i want but the waiting and the lines and the people just can wear on you. hannah and i went and registered. we are so excited and maybe i should not have started this blog off with such a dismal tone because now i feel that my excitement might be tainted with a negative tint. from plates to forks, to pillow cases to coffee machines. let this not be the case because i am very excited. obviously hannah and i are not very much of the ‘wanting’ type because by the end of our registering experience we were only registered for nine things. it was difficult to put our brains around the idea of registering for any and everything that we wanted. at least that is what the literature of the store said we should do. after an exciting time of imagining the possibilities of life ahead, we turned in our scanners and headed home. if anything this trip did not get me excited for a striped coffee mug or re-sealable tupperware, but rather this trip got me excited to have a home with hannah. a place that we can call our own. a place where we can house and serve others. a place that we can offer and give and help our friends and families and those who need a place to rest there head, eat a meal or engage in fellowship over a silly little game. its these moments that we are excited for.

april 27th and the trout.

when the twenty seventh began our meager honda civic [filled with myself, hannah, justin, andrew and debbie] was passing through the plains of utah. with nothing but adrenaline running through my vanes i stayed wide awake the whole fifteen something hour drive through the odd hours of the night. the only for sure things that were going to happen on the twenty seventh were a) hannah’s interview in colorado springs and b) i was going to propose to her.  everything else was going to be decided on a moment by moment basis. we arrived to denver at approximately noon where we were greeted by john and paula [hannah’s parents]. after a little leg stretching, stomach filling break we loaded up the car again and headed down to colorado springs. justin sacrificially stayed behind and rested while debbie, andrew, hannah and i trekked forward. a majority of the topic in the car ride consisted of preparing hannah for her interview. as we were preparing her my mind is far from insanity because i know that in a matter of minutes i am going to be asking her to take a job that is much more permanent than selling babies. after a few wrong turns and a break to visit the local baristas, we make it to bethany christian services. once hannah exits the car andrew, debbie, and erupt in anticipation. for the first time the whole trip the three of us are alone and can talk about purposing. we come up with some sort of a plan that involves a long walk and a definitive signal to instruct them that it was happening. hannah’s interview ended up being an hour and fifteen minutes. that was probably the longest hour and fifteen minutes of my life. deb bought a toothbrush, we saw rabbits, and we recieved a number of UV rays that made us uncomfortable. after much anticipation hannah came out of the interview beaming. she was extremely excited for such a great interview and as she was talking about the future i could think nothing past the next thirty minutes. we headed to garden of the gods [or gods garden as i called it] and found a parking spot. as my eyes were scanning the landscape to find that perfect spot where i would pop the question i saw it.  there was a large meadow surrounded by trees in all direction on the west side of the large rocks. that was the place. so now i just had to go on a walk, turn the talk with hannah to a talk about the future, then give her the ring. well things didn’t exactly go as plan. hannah peed in the bushes, deb was hiding in the bushes, andrew was slighty trailing and i could not carry a conversation without hannah losing interest. after walking on the west side of the rocks as the sun is setting behind the mountains leaving us with crisp lighting in the air. after hannah’s distracting comments [look at the climbers, look at the bats, look at the birds] i managed to make it to the middle of the meadow with her. i had no idea where deb and andrew were but i knew that the time was now. i proceeded to reach into my bag to grab a book i made her. i love giving hannah books in a sense representing stories and chapters of our lives together. so i got a thick book and cut the core of it out where i placed the ring inside of it. on the cover of the book i spray painted our story. i pulled this book out of my back pack and i told her that what was in this book would be the new chapter in our story. after she tried flipping through the glued together pages she found the box. on one knee i fell where i took the book and box from her opened it up and asked her a question that would change our lives for ever. will you marry me. she will marry me. at that point my nervous anxious self turned in to a confidence and overwhelming feeling of life altering success. i [joshua perry hause] asked hannah marie woodside to be my wife. and to celebrate we went to rowdy trout where are closest friends and family waited. the days to follow would be that of rest, relaxation, celebration and the very beginning steps of planning a wedding. this will be a day that i will never forget.

unexplained anticipation.

there is something about the idea of love that just gets you going. the possibility of falling for someone. the hunt in trying to get that one person to like you. the idea of actively pursuing someone. of waiting anxiously with hopes to cross paths coincidentally. it is the unexplained anticipation that your inflatuation with a desired being may possibly commence at any given moment. i am sitting here at the fountain. over a year ago i would sit in this same spot. waiting and hoping i sat on pins and needles with the desire for hannah woodside to walk by. and by walk by i mean to casually stroll up with her friends, take notice in me and seek to understand what on earth i was doing at the fountain. you would always have some sort of homework with you. maybe it was skimming through a syllabus or reading a book for the class that you can not stand. either way the point was not on the homework. the homework was a pure distraction to make one look soley occupied. in actuallity one would read the same paragraph over and over due to the frequent breaks to look up and observe the people around him. this looking is more of a broader looking. one can not pretend that he is looking for one specific person rather that he is just enjoying the scenery. the point was to enable destiny to take route. the point was to allow to totally different people with distinctly different lives to cross paths with hope that crossed paths would not be so distant any longer. when the interaction happened, which it was for certain that if you waited long enough your paths would cross, it always seemed to as casual as a t-shirt and jeans. both of you were conveniantly in the right place at the right time. and it is all of these interactions. it is all of the anticipations. it is all of the unforseen happenstance that makes these paths steadily move from crossing paths to merging together. it is the merging of two very different paths that makes for one new very interesting adventure.

hannah.